I said, “I will be careful about how I live. I will not sin by what I say. I will keep my mouth closed when sinful people are near me.” I was silent and kept quiet. I didn’t even say anything good. But the pain inside me grew worse. My heart was deeply troubled. As I thought about what was happening to me, I became even more troubled. Then I spoke out. I said, “Lord, show me when my life will end. Show me how many days I have left. Tell me how short my life will be. You have given me only a few days to live. My whole life doesn’t seem like anything to you. No man’s life lasts any longer than a breath. People are only shadows as they go here and there. They rush around, but it doesn’t mean anything. They pile up wealth, but they don’t know who will get it. “Lord, what can I look forward to now? You are the only hope I have. Save me from all the wrong things I’ve done. Don’t let foolish people make fun of me. I keep silent. I don’t open my mouth. You are the one who has caused all of this to happen. Please stop beating me. I’m about to die from the blows of your hand. You correct and punish people for their sin. Just as a moth eats cloth, you destroy their wealth. No one’s life lasts any longer than a breath. “Lord, hear my prayer. Listen to my cry for help. Pay attention to my sobbing. I’m like a guest in your home. I’m only a visitor, like all of my family who lived before me. Leave me alone. Let me be full of joy again before I die.” (Psalm 39:1-13)I stumbled upon these verses when searching the Scriptures this morning. What powerful verses from the one anointed to be King of Israel. Listen to his humble heart. Hear his plea for God's grace. Feel the pain he feels not only from the hurt others cause him, but from his own sin! No wonder God admired David's heart for the things of God!
I pray that these can be my words to the Father in 2014. I want to grieve over my sin and the sins of this generation. I want my life to matter . . . not just for me but for generations to come. Lord, what can I look forward to now . . . in the year to come? Keep me focused upon You so I can indeed do Your will and not my own. Help me to be full of Your joy and think the way You think about things!Happy and Blessed 2014 everyone . . . May God's will be your desires!